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Sunday, March 26, 2006 12:04 AM
really no mood today..things happening recently made me think that maybe..everything good thats happening to me are just an illusion..its what i insisted, and others got no choice but to agree..it will be better if im not around i guess..at least no one would be forced to do anything they dont like..am i too demanding? am i too insisting? am i just too immature? i have no idea.. im really thinking of other reasons why things are like what they are now..but they're all negative..is there really no positive side of it?i guess soon i'll be avoided by everyone..no one would come to me anymore..a start of a new life? i think its the end of me.. Criticizes of me im really too immature..too simple minded..too much of a loser in life..haha..things will never get better as long as im around..nuisance i would say..chinese ppl say si1 bai4..lol..sound so nice on me sia..best description ever.. avoid me if it'll make you feel better =) ``___don't comfort me___;;
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`poor you
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